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Posted by: catastrophequeen Original: 5/29/2009 4:45 AM Views: 21 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site |
Friday, May 29, 2009
People
| tonight I thought a lot about the two most important people to me (besides family)... and things I hope they know. The first is my best friend. she's been my best friend since 10th grade. we used to be inseparable, but with the whole distance thing that's kinda hard now. I miss her so much that sometimes I seriously cry. when she does come home its usually for a holiday and I end up having plans with my family and mike's family adn I'm super busy. I feel like she thinks I don't want to see her and that couldn't be farther from the truth. I cant wait until she can come home for n reason and we can just hang out and have fun like we used to. do nothing, talk crap, share secrets, bake, stay up all night, wander around in fields scaring the crap out of ourselves, and of course beach trips. I miss my best friend, and no one could ever replace her. no matter how old we get or how far away we move. The second is my boyfriend. we're going on 5months now... I couldn't be happier. he's better to me than anyone I've met. better yet, he knows how my mind works 90% of the time and handles me pretty well. he still has a few sides he hasnt experienced, but that's a good thing. he brings out the best in me, and mabe he won't ever see those sides, or at least not directed towards him? only time will tell. he's so understanding (which is why he may never see those sides, he calms me down long before I get to that point). he treats me like a princess. and I trust him... well as much as I can trust a person. I just... he makes me feel so happy. secure. whole. witohut thest two people my life would pretty much suck.... oh, and Eli. he's my everything  and speaking of people I miss, this summer is so far lacking some bs :( | |
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