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Posted by: catastrophequeen Original: 1/23/2009 1:26 AM Views: 10 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site |
Friday, January 23, 2009
hey you...
| hey you, I love you! I am so happy you found someone who treats you like you deserve. hey you, I forgave you... but I have not forgotten. I could never trust you again. I am happy you found someone to love and that your life is going well. hey you, sometimes I still think about you, I hope you're doing well. I could ask but it's over and talking now would just be awkward. hey you, lately I miss you like crazy. sometimes I think about messaging you and seeing if we can get together sometime you're home. but I'm afraid that would be awkward and that would hurt me too much. hey you, you are gone. never to be on here again. I am glad you are gone. I am glad the way things worked out. I'm glad she knows. I'm sorry I ever did it. I'm sorry I wasted my time on you. I'm sorry I gave you such a big head because you are nothing special. I wish she'd see that... mostly, I am hurt and angry at the last month or some of our "friendship." I don't hate many people but I hate you. hey you, I miss you. things aren't the same most of the time... I guess that's how life goes. you'll always be my bestest friend. I'll always be here for you and hope you will be too. hey you, I'm glad we found each other. I don't want to lose you. you feel so different. you treat me so different. you make me feel happier than I've been in a long time.one of my biggest fears is pushing you away... I know I can be hard to love, but please don't give up on me if I become a lot to handle. you're the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. | |
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